6 Feb. The third day of my trip to Hokkaido. Ah. What am I doing here. Many unfinished tasks at hand. And many things that I haven't sorted out. Sometimes I wish I could think less. Think less and do more. Fear less and make choices more easily. But I just can't. My mind is so overflown with ideas constantly. There are new things to try, new habits to form, new people to meet and I am just too impatient to wait for anything. Though, I feel, that I SHOULD be more patient. --- JM is an interesting subject matter for human observation. As he sit opposite to me quietly typing, I quietly study him. Somehow I've never liked him beyond the scope of friendship. He's likable in almost every aspect -- a good look, a gentle personality, a smart brain and an understanding mind; I perfectly understand why so many girls have fallen for him. But somehow, I just can't. As always I've never liked any of these too amazingly likable people around. Too unreal, mayb...